If I were going to be completely honest about how I’m doing right now, I’d say that I’m tired. Tired of being in between life and Life. Tired of wondering how long the rest of this cancer process is going to take. Tired of lots of irritating low level physical symptoms that have started back up in the last week or so. Tired of being disappointed. Tired of waiting. Tired of things I wouldn’t put on here. Tired of drama. Tired of frigid weather. Tired of feeling ungraceful and ungracious and impatient and irritable. Tired of being tired.
The chorus of THIS song resonated with me tonight.